Why can't I?

I have woken up and no matter what I do, I just can't make myself go back to sleep again.

Major sucky night.

I may be 30 but I think I get less autonomy than my 5 year old girl. What makes one think that I am incapable of looking after myself? Why can't I choose my own friends? Why do I have to sleep just because I am told to?

Who says I can't drink? I hold my liquor just fine, thank you very much. In fact much better than most gals I know and I doubt any will want to dispute me.

Geez........ I am sounding pathetic.