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"I'll never be the woman with the perfect hair, who can wear white & not spill on it." Sex & The City
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
DBB5
It's been a week since my last post. Thursday has come & gone, now another Thursday is here again. So what's with Thursday? Arr..... Thursdays are the days that the DBBs gather.
So what do I do when the DBBs gather? Let's start with last Thursday. It was Ken's sister, Chermaine's birthday. We went for buffet at a Japanese restaurant in the King's Hotel. For those who loves raw food - the sashimi is very fresh. Definitely good value for money, I rate it 5 stars!
So what am I doing this Thursday then? Meg's not well again so I'll be doing my part as a mother & staying in to keep her company. I've brought her to the doctor for consecutively 2 nights in a row now - Tuesday & Wednesday. It was first vomiting then fever with bad cough. My heart aches real bad seeing my little princess coughing her lungs out.
There..... I'm going to miss the gathering once more.
Hmmmm..... It's time to admit that I'm not the swinging single that I once was. If attendance at the gatherings meant something, then I guess I no longer qualify as a member of the DBB. It's too hard trying to juggle boyfriend, daughter, career & friends - too much committments, too much expectations to fulfill.
Meg is getting older & she's starting to demand more of my time. If you look at the homework she brings home, you'll understand why. The maid used to supervise her with her English & Maths homework, whereas my mum will help with her Chinese. Even though she's only 4 years old, the work she brings back is beginning to daunt my mum & the maid.
Other than Meg's academic growth, there's still the emotional aspect to look into as well. As much as she loves Ken (& yes she simply adores him!), there are also times where she's jealous of him. I have to be very careful in striking a perfect balance so as not to destroy the beautiful realtionship that the both of them shares.
When I spend time with Megan, I feel guilty towards Ken; When I spend time with Ken, I feel guilty towards Megan; And when I spend time with the DBB, I feel guilty towards both Megan & Ken.
I miss the bitches & the times that I spend with them. It always makes me go green with envy when I view their blogs to look at the photos. They have so much fun! How I wish I was in the picture. *Shrugs* I guess nobody actually saw it from my side before.
Much as I hate it, I guess I'm officially out from the DBB group. It is awful feeling guilty everytime Thursday comes around. In order not to strain the friendship, perhaps it's better to remain as a free individual that joins them on their outing whenever possible with no terms attached (on the condition that the DBB accepts me of course).
As always I'll still faithfully check your blogs for the latest updates. *coughs* (That means JuJu you better start updating yours!) Knowing you girls is one of the best things yet. Please don't forget about me cos I know I won't forget about you bunch of lovely people......
Footnote to Noelle* - Sweets, you'll always remain one of the closest & most special.
A birthday cake for Chermaine.
I hope the wish comes true.
Cutting the cake.

With Ken's beautiful family.

With boyfriend, Kelvin. (erm...did I get the name right?)

Mum & Dad.
Did you notice how round I'm getting?!
With my gorgeous Ken.
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